I lost the girl
That little girl who once loved this world
The same girl who would imagine sitting on a train and flying through the clouds
That little girl was me
Why have I changed so much?
I guess I am scared.
Scared of being judged
Scared of not fitting in.
Scared of being different.
I am scared.
I know I shouldnt be
I want to be happy
I want to be cheerful
I want to be like that little girl who once loved this world.
But where is she?
Why is she so lost?
Where has she gone?
Is she scared like me?
Why.
I want to bring her back.
I really want to
Where is she?
Call her back.
I guesss she is tired
Tired of this world
Tired of the way she was treated
I dont blame her though.
It isnt her fault.
But why did she leave me alone?
Why didnt she take me with her?
I want to go with her.
Please.
Take me to.
Take me somewhere far
Far away from this world
Somewhere only we know.
Take me somewhere where we can be happy
Take me somewhere where I dont ever need to put a fake mask on
Take me somewhere where I can be me
She promised me though.
She promised that she will be back.
That little girl who once loved this world.
But I guess she forgot.
Or maybe. She doesnt want to come back.
Why would she?
I hope she is happy now.
Maybe living her best life i her imagination
Away from this world
Far away in the clouds
Living the dreams she always wanted.
Living the dreams which I could never fulfil....
About The Author
Kashvi is a 14-year-old 9th grader who writes poems and prose in her free time while also sketching away. Her poetry and sketches mainly consist of real-life examples (such as depression, growing up, anxiety, and betrayal) and nature.
Cover Page By: Jiaying Chen
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